imagery.

my life this weekend at home in norcal. oh the joys...

abandon.

so lately my love song to the lord has been along the lines of "fix me, fix him, fix us... help me help him help her what's next?!... will this work out? where will i be? where can i go? what can i do?"
i've been worrying a lot about the future lately... which i suppose is a bit normal for us almost college grads.

good 'ol oswald said so gracefully that jesus' word to his disciples was abandon . can i have it? can i have your word jesus? can i do this abandon thing? abandon fear and pride and worrying and remember that there is none of that in pure true worship like love.

in the meantime i'll just keep taking pictures of pianos in old bay area churches and coloring them with my thoughts... love songs pull on my heart strings.thankyou old church for being beautiful. thankyou piano for making so much noise. thankyou over exposure for making pictures more intense and thankyou oz for making jesus' words more vivid to me and all my little love songs.

writing songs again...

so britta and jordan have thoroughly influenced me to write more music. i'm working on a song and yesterday at dad's work at this amazing church in oakland i had some fun in the sun with it. enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiGkviNXLWY

Last Week..

This is what got me through...

16Therefore we do not become discouraged (utterly spiritless, exhausted, and wearied out through fear). Though our outer man is [progressively] decaying and wasting away, yet our inner self is being [progressively] renewed day after day.

17For our light, momentary affliction (this slight distress of the passing hour) is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory [beyond all measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vast and transcendent glory and blessedness never to cease!],

18Since we consider and look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal (brief and fleeting), but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting.

2 Corithians 4:16-18
Amplified Bible

Life Together

So me and my Loma "family" started a community blog... a family thought spot if you will. It's bound to be full of great thoughts from a plethera of interesting and lovely persons... including yours truly. :)

Check it out at
http://www.lifelovemelody.blogspot.com